My test has been received and forwarded to Anaïs, who was in video conference with us from Oslo. They will review it and Bety should get back to me by Friday next week.

So, that gives me about a week to think further about solutions to the challenges of resettling with my son. Here they are, in no particular order.

( Challenge analysis )

For my own sanity, I need beauty-happiness-callitwhatyouwant. I need my daily intake of Vitamin Good. When I can't find any healthy source of Vitamin Good around me, it means things have gone terribly wrong.

Things have not gone terribly wrong. Reasonably wrong, but there are still good things to be found if I take the time to look around. Which I  ( Read more... )

It seems to be Button Pressing Fest. Or Bullying Fest?

After reading about the six suicides yesterday, I was so upset that it kept me upset for almost 3 hours in a row. Yeah, what can I say, I'm still human, still have feelings, still have a heart. I even fought to reclaim it back after it was almost dried out from... bullies. Hah. I prefer to have ( Read more... )

Even if it's been a very busy day here, I decided to indulge in one of my "states of consciousness". This one is rare, can't be triggered deliberately, and happens once in a blue moon. It's also one of my favorites.

So, with this second skin over my brain, I started browsing left and right, randomly following down tracks and paths. LJ is assuredly ( Read more... )

Spoiler: crude language, no holds barred, triggers.

Ya been warned.

I haven't slept since... 28, 30 hours maybe? And slept very little since Tuesday night, and not very well either.

It's been over a week now that details pile up to trigger sensitive and fragile zones, tickling old demons and making them spring out the box to get me. I've been having ( Read more... )